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Christine Keller - Milwaukee,
Wisconsin
I don't have any words to post, only the photos. Kateri and I are so deep in grief. I don't know what to do with myself. I cannot even empty my dishwasher nor cook food. But I will tell you a Kateri story . . . Kateri called me at work in the middle of the night on Sunday (I work nights in the NICU). She had had a good day Saturday, saying things like "This is the first day of the rest of my life . . . and I know the things I will carry forward, from Larry, like love of traveling, learning .. ." At night, though, she said she was depressed. She said she was worried about Larry. She felt he couldn't be happy without his body--without his hands for playing the piano, his legs for dancing, and his eyes for seeing beauty . . . I didn't have anything wise or consoling to say to her. We just cried together over the phone.
It just feels like something is terribly wrong, and I don't understand exactly what it is. And I don't know what to do.
Christine Keller - Milwaukee,
Wisconsin
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